Damn.

Im procrastinating. Stupid chinese tuition jianbao. Gah. Even music is not helping me calm down. I think i need to chill. Damn stressed lately. I dont mind any other hw as long as its not chinese. Just like 10 secs then i switch off le. Then still got the Cambodia reflections thingy. Argh. And i need to pack my room before i can go for church. My mum wants go -.- To like check on me. Gets me kinda pissed. Shall follow wenzhong sir advice and do my sj thing first so it wont bug me later. (then my mum will bug me for my chinese -.-) Sucks ttm. I wanna just close my eyes and meditate(?) to music. Helps clear my mind. But mum is like -.- Haiz. I think i better get started on work. Buaiz.

I try not to think of you but there are just to many things that remind me of you.
for you.
JC