Woah, yesterday was... eventful. It was fun I supposed. Learnt new stuff and relighted the fire for CT. Heh i keep promising myself that I'll give my all in everything. It's kinda hard. So many things that i wanna do a good job in. Well basically i'm pretty much failing in all of them. As in really, im not being low-self esteem here. I'm very ego one. Haiz screw that. Things will work out. Hopefully. Listening to the news now. Haiz so many protest here and there, so many people getting hurt. Sucks lo. I suppose I'm thankful for being in singapore. Lol total defence day.

Anw i have quite a cool dream last night. Ok not really a dream. More like a vision or something, cause it was only like 3 seconds long. I've been praying for a vision and i think god gave it to me as a form of a dream. :) Hmm basically there is like this gigantic waterfall falling into this lake. And this lake splits into like many many rivers. Then i just like... knew, or thought to myself: This was god's love. Its pouring into us like that waterfall. Me the lake is filled with god's love and therefore is should share it with others by letting the love flow to them too. Ah god's really amazing :D

Oh yeah today is a special day cause it's the birthday of 2 very awesome dactylian :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMRUIQI!
LOL i think you are damn siao. Everyday sleep so late, eat so little. See la, so many white hairs le. Now another year older will grow more sia. Take betterr care of yourself la -.- Ah anw you have been a really epicly awesome squadmate. Forever helpful and zihighing. Haha pokpokgeh!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAYNE!
LOL WHY ARE YOU STAYING AT HOME ON YOUR BIRTHDAY TO MUG? -.- GET OUT NOW! Haha anw, you've been an awesome friend and it has been nice talking to you. And both our friends are ahem ahem AHEM. Yup haha erm... I think you very zilian! :)

Yup that should be all. I really should be going to revise my maths and basically everything else -.- BUAIZ!

One more and i'm out.

JC

Good day all. Finally found the motivation to post. Need a source of output. Listening to sad songs and blogging... Ahhh good times. Anw i've been feeling out of place recently. I was quited fired up at the last of the year but things just seem to be falling apart. I'm trying hard to hold it together but I'm getting tired. I ain't superman. And to boot, my results are taking a nosedive. Seriously, im screwing up my test. And by screw I dont mean 98/100 screw, I'm talking about just pass screw. Ah damn it. I suppose i'll just have to study harder, hopefully i'll find the strength too. Ahh but i've been slacking a lot recently. Time to wake up. So out of place with nothing to do. I like being busy. Distracts me. Ahh i can't believe i'm saying this but last week was much more bearable compared to this week, even considering that I was super busy last week and it's only 2 days into the new week. Year3 was so much better. Holidays was just pure awesome. Now school just sucks. Ah okay rant over. I am strong, I make it through. :)

not yours

JC

Haha this post shall be dedicated to my dear juniors. Actually wanted to post yesterday but i was busy with a lot of stuff ytd, namely hw, bio test and smc1 stuff.

HAHAHAHAHAHA std1s came in! :D

Haha 35 of them i think. Lets hope this number stays! Ah RT was quite fun i suppose, played lots of random games. Wheeee. Haha after waiting so long my std1s finally came in. Feels a bit weird tho.

Anw, back to the older juniors. Haha the dactyl std2s made us cards and made a video for us. The card is damn chio. The video also very funny hahaha. Mad love! I heart dactyl! Ahhh anw they all very buyaolian admitted that they stalked me and ask me post more so here i am. Been really busy the past few weeks or so. Damn long never post le.

Hmm life has been quite packed for me i suppose. Stress and fatigue is certainly setting in. Thank god for weekends. I'm now can appreciate how important weekends are. Just a good time to take a breather. Hmm this weekend is quited packed tho. Damn tired now. Probably gonna prepare for DS tmr then turn in early. Sigh meeting after cny... I wanna go church but im quite sure sj will drag... Rawr D<

Ahhh sleepyyyyyyy! I stop blogging le. I think tmr cny would be fun :D

Cause i won't

JC

On the way to some random relative house now. This year cny was... Meh. Yesterday went both sides grandparent houses. Ah a lot of stoning. Was quite tired the whole day. Managed to catch a nap in the evening before I was dragged off to play mahjong. Today even more sian. Just stone at home the whole day. Some ppl came to visit and I ended up feeling awkward in my own house. Ah. I guess the most fun I had was during eve. Steamboat plus alcohol plus bridge is always fun.

I'm just glad you found yours.

JC