Woohoo! Have been slacking for the past 2 hours or so. Super relaxed now. Tho there is still undone stuff (eg. Maths/SMC) Ahh don't really care. Came up with a tune for my song but i dont really like it. Kinda lazy to try it with chords cause it will prob sound horrible. Hmm anw okay day today. CT was not bad. Other then totally screwing up the first case -.- Haha the rest of the cases was fine I suppose. We're improving :D And so is my 2.4 timing! :D I can hit a 12mins by running leisurely. Wheee!

Oh yeah its been damn cold recently. Don't catch a cold yeah?

JC

Hmm good day today i suppose; lessons are interesting! :D CT was okay. I was slacking during the PT tho -.- Ahhh anw at the start i was still very unsure about the stuff but it got better as it went on. I think AA is improving! :D Hmm geog test tmr but dont really care cause i feel sufficiently confident(hopefully). Haha what bugging me more is RT tmr. Hmm gonna be the last RT with the std2s. 不舍得 leh. Ahhh let's hope it will be a good RT tmr, and the std2s will put in their best effort. Ahhh its 10 le. For once no boots to polish before RT. Haha so out of place sia. Dunno what to do now. HAHAHA rachel 自恋！

r a c h e l says:
*HMPH
*TOMORROW I SHALL TOWER OVER YOU
*JUST YOU WAIT

LOL i guess i'll just spam msn till im tired. Ciao

And I'm not a nobody.

JC

Woah long day today. Surprisingly okay. Haha got PCs and 2 practicals so yeah. Hmm for PC we did some personality test. Hahaha im an extrovert. Duh. Hahaha I do like company and i dont really liked being surrounded by strangers, cite: MRT trains during peak hours. Enough said. I suppose I do show how I feel. I look forever happy cause i feel forever happy. Well nearly. If im unhappy i wont black face ppl one lo. In a sense I don't want people to worry? Haha i guess im pretty good at hiding emotions :D Hmm but it is always good to have someone whom you can just tell everything to. There is a constant INPUT so also need OUTPUT. If not later the STORE will be full and the FLOWS will be disrupted. Haha geog is so interesting. Back to topic. Ok i forgot what it is (proves my point about my fail memory) Oh erm yeah, dont keep things bottled up. Just find someone to rant to lo. Needs trust la, which should be mutual. Hmm recently have been thinking about this give/take concept. What if love, help, teachings and other random actions are like energy, it cannot be destroyed nor can it be created. So it flows from one person to another. Some one cannot keep loving without being loved back. Nor can he keep helping others without being helped. Especially true for teaching. You cant teach without being taught first. In order to keep this flow you have to do both, give and take. Don't keep loving others, take time to accept love to. Don't just wait for others to help you, take the initiative to help others first. If everyone only wants to love others, who is there to be loved? If everyone is waiting to be helped, who is there to help everyone? Can link to the golden rule. Do onto others what you want others to do onto you. You want others to accept your love, you should learn how to accept love first. You want others to help you, go help others first. Other examples i can throw out: Acceptance, Forgiveness, Confiding, Sharing, Opportunity. Many things can fall into this theory because they require 2 parties at both ends. There need to be one giver in order to have one receiver, vice versa. If you are the active selfless type, try letting others help you. By doing so you are giving them the chance to give. Haha confusing? Ok more confusing one for you. If you are the passive selfish type, go help others. You will be accepting their need to be helped. Ok this doesnt really make sense -.- Haha i didnt even plan this, just random ranting. Hope i make sense. It forms nicely in my head but i dont know how to put it in words. Oh yeah when im talking about love i dont mean those bf/gf type of love. There are many forms of love you know? Haha if it was romantic love the above example will be quite o.o Haha ok i digressed like mad. Hmmm... nth much le lo. AA tmr :D

JC

Wah today was a hellish day!

Haha sick in the morning but i still dragged myself to school. Was hardly paining attention in class as i was dying throughout. I suppose i did ok in comptrain considering how gg i was. Hmm today was in interesting day bah. No hw, better go revise bio. Today bio lesson i was o.o Anw tomorrow should be quite interesting. Haha lets hope im well by then.

Oh yeah, i watched 10000BC yesterday. It was kinda stupid. They had maps and compasses -.-

LOL and anw, huixian epiced failed today. She got off the bus without taking her wallet. Hahahaha win ttm. I mean like, you should remember go tap card right? Then you'll realise your wallet is not there. Apparently huixian does not have that IQ.

Its just not the same.

JC

Considerably fun day. Went to help out with NA ct. When for early morning run. Quite fun haha. Did even more pumpings -.- Do muscle aches snowball? Anw, I managed to finish revising geog and did a bit of sj stuff. Being casualty for them quite fun. I was this gl guy with a british accent hahaha. Fun case la, i was very irritating but that was what i was trying to do. Later nat comp get some gl casualty -.-

Haha anw later stone around then realised we were late and had to rush over to cineleisure to catch burlesque with jiayi ruiqi and jiji. Had to go buy food to sneak in for lunch so we were like 15 mins late or so. I dont think we missed much la. At most its just the starting dance part. Ok general impression of the movie, I have no idea how it got a pg rating. Omg its near porn -.- Ahh that aside it was an okay movie i suppose. The plot and all the is quite cliche and the resolution was like too far at the back imo but i suppose the focus was on the development of the problem lo. Ahh but how bad the plot may be, it has definitely made up with the awesome songs. Christina Aguilera vocals were amazing. The choreography and dancing was nice too. Ahh good movie considered that its a musical and most of the time they were singing and dancing (well compared to the likes of hsm -.-) Well i would recommend it as it is quite entertaining, not for little kids tho. But dont watch it if you are looking for an intelligent professional movie, cause its not really any of that. Yup had a lot of fun with my squadmates today.

JC(LOVESSQUAD)

I should be studying or something but i dont really know how. Bio its just homeostasis and Maths is just circles. Both also nothing much to study -.-

I actually super tired now. Comp train was super tiring. Kinda, or maybe cause of fatigue build up from the week. Hahaha did quite a lot of pumping today. Didnt run much tho. I cramped -.- Anw, im damn pumped up for comp train! Thanks you mentors/teammates for making the first (real) CT of the year so awesome! I can see the effort everyone is putting in and I am looking forward to future trainings.

The fire has been lit, it will burn so strong that it'll overflow to everyone else. I will give my all to be the testimony of your love!

JC

Phew, school is starting to get crazier and crazier! Haha it shall peak soon, lets hope i make it. Haha just randomly posting something to keep my blog alive. Hmmm... Nothing really epic happened today. FL was fun tho, but the test and assignment thing is like damn sian -.- Meh quite tired now. Proud of myself cause i finish math ass and chinese hw in school. Wheeee. Long day tomorrow but at least there is PE to look forward to! Heh i just need to train to maintain my speed for 6 rounds. Now at most i think only can run 5 rounds. Haha I WILL OWN NAPFA! Im even doing stretching lo! Haha come to think of it, running can train 2.4, shuttle run and sbj. Not bad not bad. And im training pull-ups and sit-ups together. Hahaha. Err ok im just randomly highing. OMG ITS 11.30 le :O CIAO!

Stop hiding.

JC

Good book good book. Definitely worth a read. Finished it for the second time today. The first time i read it was like psle period. I was reading that instead of studying and my parents were quite pissed but ahhh, can't put down a good book if you know what i mean. Anw good plot and very good character development. Kinda sad tho.

Hmm i shall no blog about my days anymore, unless any insomniacs read my blog for cure. Anw i had a 'discussion' with my parents about... grades.

Their stand: You need grades to do well in life.
My stand: Grades? Meh. Life skills are more important.

Well they are my parents so they win. I wont even bother to argue. But yeah, we are learning stuff that will be useless in the future so why bother so hard trying to cramp all these facts into your head? Just chillax and focus on character development.

Ahhh shall go do class tee design. Tho i have unfinished chinese hw -.-

you could be the best of me
when i'm the worst for you

JC

Omg i opened this page like 1hour ago but im only blogging now. Was busy doing up the soc aar minutes. Took longer than expected but its amazing i managed to complete it although im so tired. Seriously i think badminton is more tiring than 2.4 -.-

And speaking of which, squad pt was so epicly fun :D :D :D
Haha the log pt kinda died but was randomly playing badminton with random ppl. Then also got zihigh sprinting. Hahaha crap i want to do this again D: LETS DO IT SOME OTHER DAY OKAY? :D

Okay i kinda forgot what i wanted to blog about le... JC LOVES SQUAD!

Off to qt, ciao!

Her laugh, her laugh.

JC

Im just posting for the sake of it. No hw to do, maybe LA summary which im not going to do >:D

Your voice was the
Soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my-

Hmm today was quite a nice day. Lessons were bearable cause they were quite short. Met Sam after school. Went run with squad later then talk to maam huaxin. Went home after that, at like 6 -.- Hahahahaha stole jiayi's eeyore and she didnt even realise it. I even took the courtesy to wear it on my bag and parade in front of her.

Lol random shoutout: I WANT A CAMERA. I WANT TO WATCH BURLESQUE. Haha that movie seems quite cool. My first impression was squeezing of the butt -.- Haha but the music seems quite nice :)

Hmmm OH YEAH IM DAMN EXCITED FOR SQUAD BADMINTON TOMORROW! I haven't played in ages. Like really ages -.- Had some trouble trying to find my rackets. Ahhh ronza came. Got some random stuff, lets hope sb price drops.

JC

Haha I have no idea what to post now.

Okay day bah. Highlight got to be the fact that i got to miss chinese from chem :D

Hmmmm... After school stayed back to do hw with fang and ruiqi. Rawr took so damn long to do the maths. Gah balls are irritating. Sigh didn't manage to find anyone to run with me today. And i didnt wanna run alone. Rawr if any stalkers want run come find me :D

Errr well thats all i guess. Gonna slack the rest of the night then rest early. Weeeeee!

JC

I'm losing what I don't deserve.

WOOOHOOOO!!! Orientation FTW! Haha yup, orientation was today. I think it was quite successful. I didn't interact much with the sec1s, mostly stretcher rides. But at least i saw ppl who seems interested. Haha i was in the stretcher team. Many last minute changes but i think the performance was damn cool! Good job! Performanceeeeeeeeeeeee whoosh! Special thanks to the causalities! I don't want you guys to be overlooked. You guys might seem quite slack but performance wouldn't be possible without your many dance practices and training with us. Thank you!

Hmmm... As usual took very long to do stuff. Wait here wait there. Finally got to KA for squad lunch. Ahh then when home. By the time i got home it's 4.00 le. Bathed then went to sleep. Wasn't a good sleep. It was like half asleep but im still thinking of stuff. But its not really a dream. Ahh weird.

Went to bedok later to open up a bank account. Random walked around tho i was damn tired. Got home at 11. Meh. Did random stuff online then yeah. I think my mum gonna force me to sleep so so yeah, nights.

But it still sucks.

JC

I'm really sleepy now zzz... Orientation prep today. Haha kinda excited about orientation tomorrow! :D Will get lots and lots of sec1s to join :D Weeeeee... Im gonna ignore my studies today. Plenty of time during the weekend for studying. Hmm i guess i'll just blog, guitar, polish boots then sleep. Shall sleep earlier tonight! Tmr will be a tiring day!

Man my CME teacher is like -.- Sigh cme lessons are gonna be damn boring. Anw linmin did bring something up during cme and i would like to discuss it now. Hopefully my half-asleep mind can still construct sensible sentences.

Well linmin said values cannot be learn from books, it should be what you feel is right. Well i kinda disagree on this. We live in a society. Like it or not, you are part of it. Somehow or another, society influences you, and you influence society. What's right and wrong? Its determined by society. Even what you think is right/wrong, its because of society you feel that way. Society shapes you. You grow up seeing people getting praised when they help people, and scorned when they harm others. Thus we come to the conclusion that helping people is 'good' and hurting people is 'bad'. If you do what you think is right, which sometimes might differ from society's definition due to certain circumstances, you wont be fulfilling your role as a member of society. As unique or 'i-want-to-be-special-and-not-do-what-everyone-else-is-doing' you may be, You are still part of society. You just have to fit in. Dont really have much of a choice. Because you NEED society. You can't live without people. So in order to be part of it, you just have to accept society's guidelines and live by it. Just some food for thought.

Ahhh that wasn't as ranty as i expected. Maybe im sleepy le. Dunno what i'm writing anw. Err yeah. Shall go polish boots or smth. I dont think i can play anymore guitar -.-


JC

Haha quite a relaxed day today. School started late and ended at 1.45. Shuang :D

FD in the morning was quite tiring. Shout timing till zhaoxia -.- Lucky my knee nvr gg. Oh yeah, i've decided to lay off the running this week. I don't want my knee to die for orientation. Hmm lessons were okay i suppose. Most subjects starting lessons proper le. Haha kinda geared up for it :D

Don't hold it all inside.

Hmm stayed back for stock check after school. Actually nothing much to do. I could have went for LG but i chose to stay. (Sorry LG! :X) But i guess i just wanna spend more time with squad. We can all deny it but we are gonna pass out REALLY soon. They are a blessing and i wanna enjoy their company as much as possible. Kinda dreading the day...

Come on and talk to me now.

Rawr enough of that. Hmm i shall go read my chem. I seriously have no idea what everyone is talking about in class now -.- Ciao. Maybe guitar later if i have the time.

JC

Ok this is gonna be a short one. Mum bugging me go sleep. I guess today was ok. Pe with mr ang was fun :) Hmm oh yeah mr koh is still our physics teacher. And mrs lim seems quite nice. Not the stone face person sitting at the back during chem anymore. Ahh today was a good day. Actually made it through. I consider it as the most challenging day in the time table! Haha managed to stay awake during LA by counting the number of times miss yee says 'alright'... 118. Yeah amazing. In like 45 mins of talking she said 118 alrights. Win. She said even more oks. Im counting that tomorrow. Ahh shall go do qt then bed!

It's like two different people.

JC

"Nor are you to be called 'teacher' for you have one Teacher, the Christ."

I will walk this journey ahead with Jesus by my side! >:D

In God anything is possible!

There is an endless song
Echoes in my soul
I hear the music ring

And though the storms may come
I am holding on
To the rock I cling

How can I keep from singing Your praise
How can I ever say enough
How amazing is Your love
How can I keep from shouting Your name
I know I am loved by the King
And it makes my heart want to sing

I will lift my eyes
In the darkest night
For I know my Savior lives

And I will walk with You
Knowing You'll see me through
And sing the songs You give

How can I keep from singing your praise? How can I ever say enough, how amazing is your love? How can I keep from shouting your name? I know i am loved by the king, and it makes my heart want to sing

I can sing in the troubled times
Sing when I win
I can sing when I lose my step
And fall down again
I can sing 'cause You pick me up
Sing 'cause You're there
I can sing 'cause You hear me, Lord
When I call to You in prayer
I can sing with my last breath
Sing for I know
That I'll sing with the angels
And the saints around the throne
how can i keep from singing your praise how can i ever say enough how amazing is your love how can i keep from shouting your name a know i am loved by the king and it makes my heart i am loved by the king and it makes my heart i am loved by the king and it makes my heart want to sing

i can sing

First day of school was meh.

Don't dare to.

Okay getting so see everyone again was nice but then we dived so fast into lessons. And our teachers are quite... unexpected. Ok here's a list.

LA: Miss Yee + Mrs Ang - 45mins commonwealth competition, 45mins importance of reading the newspaper. I fell asleep.

Chinese: Zhang Ai Qiang - I think (hope)

Maths: Mr Lok - Some new maths teacher... Mr lim say we will bully him.

Geog: Mrs Chin - Haha she taught us in year one. I'll miss miss pear tho (pun intended)

Bio: Mrs Lim - Ahh our dear ft

Chem: Mrs Shu - Not a very good impression of her. I want mrs ong back D:

Physics: Mr Siao - Not sure how he's like, he took us for one lessons before, not a very interesting teacher

Yeah thats why im like quite sian max about 2011. Nvm i shall bury myself in sj and spam self study. New year resolution has been summed up nicely, in a very school mission kinda thing. To train my mind body and spirit. Err well self explanatory i suppose. Just hope that my knees can take the running :x Has been hurting recently...

JC

Omg i KNOW that school is starting on the 4th of Jan. But i only accepted it a few moments ago. Ahh crap. Still haven't packed my bags. Kinda dragging it. Cause doing so will be like, accepting that school is gonna start (ahh im still in denial -.-)

Lol Tan Chee Kian just sent us our timetable o.o Shouldn't it be our new ft mrs lim? Ahh who cares at least i got it. I opened the file le but i haven't looked at it. More denial... Haha i just did cause cass asked me too. Its quite wtf. Damn little lessons. End early on 3 days o.o Haha but wed end 4.45 o.o Haha i can forsee (ok i stopped here and i forgot what i forseen -.- Its either lots of self study or sleeping in class)

I suppose this is my punishment.

Ahhh crap still got some undone hw. Chinese hw not done, all the other hw have random questions dunno how to do. Sigh i dont really care le. Sj is freaking me out more.

Oh yeah, i shall revive my tumblr! Or at least i'll attempt to. Ahh but i wont be mindlessly reposting everything i see on my dashboard. Thats like having a twitter account and retweeting everything you see from viatumblr. Ahh I'll try make my own pics once in awhile when i get strokes of inspiration. Sadly i dont have a proper camera so i can take artsy shots like ahem. Mannn i kinda wish i have a camera now -.-

Link's here: www.lucky-number-thirteen.tumblr.com

[edit] Opps, realised i forgot to post about today. Erm morning i packed my room. Its finally done! :O Hahaha. Went to meet yiching at parkway parade for lunch. She was late so i ended up finishing tuesdays with morrie while waiting for her. Went subway for lunch then talked. Hmm met up with joleen later. Then randomly walked around, trying to pick pink things out for me -.- Hahahaha epic fun. Kinda sad its gonna be the last gaigai days in a loooooong time. Rawr jiayous, i will pwn school. Shall make a list of goals later. Personal. [/edit]

JC

Hahaha a morning well spent! Packing my room. Haha kinda sucks but at least im making it more livable. I think i should change the layout too... Just that it will be quite mafan.

Lack of joy;

Ahhh quite tired now. Last night wasn't a very good night. And woke up quite early today cause my dad was trying to take something.

Ahhh anw im off to parkway... Soon. Not sure how long I'll take so i better leave earlier. Gave up on packing my room for today. It had been a long term project spread over a few days (procrastination ftw!) and im nearly done. Just need to move the stuff in my cupboard outside then i'll be done. I think. The rest of the mess is my mum's :P Yeah sadly half the stuff in my room does not belong to me -.-


Equals sorrow?

JC

Yeah i know.

Tuesdays with Morrie is a really good book :D Haha am a fan of all mitch albom books. Anyone has Have a Little Faith?

I told you for the millionth time.

Yup back from grandma house. Didn't manage to finish the book cause i fell asleep -.- Got home a watched a random show called Rouge Assassin with Jet Li. Errr quite random. Ahhh am here now not sure of what to do. Feeling sleepy already -.-

Am i asking too much?

JC

Posting from iPhone. Suddenly remembered something I want to post.
Source 987fm top 10 women of the year.

Willow smith actually saved the earth. Her song whip my hair angered so many bald people that they decided to meet up for a riot. When they met up, the sunlight reflected off their shiny scalps destroyed an incoming metorite. Win.

Haha I totally loled when I heard this on the car. My mum o.o me. Anw i'm off to grandma house now. Prob gonna finish my book there. Ciao.

Thank you.

Ahhh actually wanted to change the blogskin but something is wrong with blogger so... some other time.


Im not a kid anymore, stop telling me what to do.

Today was a okay day. Lazing around in the morning. Went some Indian restaurant for lunch. Went to grandma house and fell asleep. Woke up to find it filled with people -.- Ahh dont really like gatherings. Sucks to be awkwardly standing there while all your relatives talks about you like you're not there. Ahhh pretended to reply to a message i did not receive. Oh but there was pie kia haha. Quite nice i suppose. Hmmm more randoming around. Caught up on my youtube videos after everyone left. Sigh i can't watch youtube at home... Dunno why but its freaking lag. Wasn't like that before. Haha watched a few episodes of spongebob. So long never watch cartoons le... Went home after that and am here now. Play abit of guitar. Still cant get my F. Damn i've been trying so hard to no avail. Rwar i guess i have to keep trying dont i?

JC

Happy New Year!

Haha its a new 2011 and frankly speaking i dont feel a damned difference -.-

Hmm eve was spent well. Morning went to vivo for dactyl outing. Supposed to go to sentosa but it kinda failed.

That was irresponsible of you, please stop that.

Played at the water place first. Got wet just sitting there -.- Went to catch a movie later. Watched the tourist. Wasn't very good but johnny depp was funny. Ahhh went lazing in the sun after that. Reading mitch albom in the sun is pure bliss. Ahh didnt even wanna leave. Maybe thats why we were late for service. Brought diane yifei and angelina to service today. Haha hoped they enjoyed it. God spoke to me a lot this service. Im determined to own 2011 :D Hmm later we had some gathering thing at istana park. Affirmation for crystalbelle (?) and pinky cause they are going to london for studies. Take care and god bless! Ahh the combined prayer was quite awesome :D Hmm rushed home to 'celebrate' new year with my family, which included me listening to the lag online radio counting down, my mum outside watching the tv countdown, mum forcing me to wish me a happy new year, which i did, but apparently not enthusiastically enough. Oh please, i dont give a damn. And her getting pissed at me because of that and forcing me to go to bed. Get way to start the year dont you think?

Is it because of me? Or is it because of you? Either way I'm not liking it at all.

JC