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Tuesday, March 15, 2011, 11:57 PM
Heavy Heart

I wanted to post on tumblr but it crashed on me again -.- Forget it i'm staying on blogger for the time being.

I shd be doing/done with my LA PW tonight. I have no idea what happened. Suddenly go spammed with stuff. Actually not a lot of stuff but got me thinking of... well stuff. Heh this sucks max. Hw got delayed again. I still got a whole array of maths to do.

I think CTC is stressing me quite a lot. Comp is just like weeks away. It just seems like we are not doing enough. Sucks when all the other teams get 3 trainings while we only get one. Sucks. Heh but i guess we dont really have a choice. But i will give it my all, put in my best. This is the last stretch and im pushing all the way. It's hard but i will try. I don't have to but i will. And if you happen to be an AA member, i really really need your help. Fight this war with me and we will emerge victorious. Cliche as this might sound, i've been thinking through a lot recently. It's not nat champ im working so hard for. It's pride. I just want to be proud of myself, of my team. And although it is hard to admit I still lack it. I want to be able to impress myself.And i don't want the disappointment in comp. It's the last weeks of one of the most defining aspects of sj. I will not be disappointed. The odds are against us and i don't really know what to do but somehow we'll make it. I'll put in all my effort and i hope you guys will too. Let's do this AA!


JC

Friday, March 11, 2011, 11:32 PM
So little time to...

Ok short one. I should be sleeping or smth.

Anw last day of term 1 was okay. Lots of up and down. And i found my calculator! :D

Hmm been slacking nearly the whole night. Probably gonna regret it later but ahh. Just relax a while i suppose. Heart to heart talks are nice.

Heh i dunno what happened. I want to care but I don't know how to. What happened? I don't know any more.

Sorry for incoherency. I wouldnt say im in the right state of mind now. Anw i might decide moving to tumblr soon. If it doesnt keep crashing -.- Much easier to upload photos. Yup lucky-number-thirteen.tumblr.com btw if you didnt know. Yup so if this place becomes dead you'll know where to go.

Replace the things I've broken ripped apart and thrown away

JC

Tuesday, March 8, 2011, 9:14 PM
What else can a broken heart expect?

Ok i shall finally post again.

Haha so shuang today is a school holiday cause DHS did well in As. Haha shuang max. Good and bad.

Well my day was considerably enjoyable. I woke up at 6.30 -.- This are moments when i hate my body clock. I could have got about another 2hrs of sleep. But i just had to wake up and couldnt get back to sleep. I was tempted to drink some bacardi so i can sleep again but decided against it. Watched GI Joe on the comp. Haha quite nice i guess. Spammage of action scenes. Hmm after that met sabbie at aljunied mrt then we took bus to fena house. Did our chem project there. Haha i think the busking is going to be damn epic. Then i was like super late so i had to rush to clark quay to meet chityee rongying and patty at settlers. Patty ended up later than me -.- Haha the games were quite fun. I lost at all those reaction/luck game but won most of the strategy games. Hehe i wonder what that means. LOL and i finally realised what apples to apples is. Read about it quite often on MLIA. Haha its actually quite a fun game. Squeezed on the train home. And well now im here, extremely sleepy and i dont feel like doing anything. Rawr.

Nothing much really

JC

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