To do list:
Maths WS thing (got some answers wrong i think)
Chem Ws (Need to transfer the ans and mark)
Financial Lit (Do research on companies, I find stocks very interesting)
Random o level paper (The kaifangti parts)
Physics Workbook (Due Friday)
Chem pop quiz tmr (NEED TO MUG, my memory fails me)
Freak out that im doing parade commanding tomorrow (Still deciding shd i use the mike or not -.-)
Freak out that im doing 2.4km tomorrow

Wow ok thats quite alot of things to do today. Anw i shall post abt my day before i start emoing. Anw school was ok bah. Really long but still ok. I didnt bring my organiser lor. So all my ws and everything nvr bring. Mr Lim gl me a bit. (HE DIDNT BELIEVE I DO LE LOR D<) For geog that thing also dont care. Just copy of foolscap. For chem most owned lor. As expected, tio gled by mrsong and mstan -.- Stood at the back of class. Found a half eaten chicken pie there o.o Yeah anw today i gled and took circle line home with kaixiang siow lim and kia. Sabbie and company was there but was total daoing us so -.- Saw nana and her friend at the mrt station but duuno where she disappeared to. Yeah then came home. Met 2 very cute kids at the lift lobby. Haha it seems like they are on a mission to save the world or smth (super excited while pressing the lift button, shouting super loud at me to ask me go up first cause their grandpa not here yet) hhmm, who knows, maybe they are. Haiz ok emo ranting session starts now. Yesterday night i asked my mum if i can go church. Of course didnt allow la. I protested abit. Then one thing led to another lor. It just got damn bad. My mum was like scolding me and everything. But she was also damn emotional. She kept saying that being devoted to church would mean me not spending time with her and all. I do admit i am drifting apart and i shd be spending more time with my family but its just so hard. How do you enjoy being in a prison? It really hurt when you suggested that all you wanted was my physical presence. Dont even give a shit about how I feel. Maybe i'll enjoy spending time with you more if i weren't forced to. But still, Im sorry. I know you love me and care a lot about me. But im still like that. Im sorry im such a fked up fail son of yours. I love you but its just hard to show it. Do you think i dont like talking to you? I do. But every time i tell you things the conservation will end up in you picking on some bad points of mine. Then dad will come add in. Non stop nagging for the whole dinner. When i try to tell you my feelings, you just come back down on me even harder. I guess i've learnt how to shut up and just endure. Its better off that way.

Im keep telling myself i dont love you. I dont believe me.

JC