It may sound absurd
but don’t be naive

Even heroes have
the right to
bleed
Wednesday, August 11, 2010, 8:11 PM
11th August 2010

Ok now for today's post.

Today was bearable. So shuang lor, the long days of the week no school. Hahaha. Hmm quite slack bah. Cause got PC and LA haha. LA got our test back. Didnt do really well but i managed to argue 1.5 marks ahahaha. PC was extra horny cause we were talking about bgr. Hmm... Maths test was epic screwed. GG ttm sia. So hard T.T I think fail leeeeee :( Haiz balls. Tired studying geog abit but epic fail. SIGH. I'll be missing geog test tomorrow. Hopefully i can drag until next week then take. Then can study properly during the weekends. (Shit im sounding like a mugger T.T) Hmm, i dont think there is any hw today. Finished chem in school... Oh yeah need to read the LA notes (Muggerfication complete T.T) Hmm went for smc session later haha. Damn fun. Was angsting and randoming with everyone. Haha took vivien's phone to spam ppl :D Haha ok yeah. Loner back home :( Haha nvm got married to kaiseng hahahahaha :D ima so gay and scandalous :D Haha i know this is random but voyage de lavie seems damn cool. The advertisement at least.
Yeah, haha letter writing time! Woah this one quite abstract.

Day 5 — Your dreams
HI DREAMS!
Ok lets define dreams as what i wanna be when i grow up. Hmmm, when i was young its always been like inventor/scientist. I remember I acted as some professor in my kindergarten play hahaha. Hmm but growing up make me realise that its quite impossible. I'll most probably get some 9-5 job in a office sigh. Hmm i guess i just wanna be satisfied with what im doing with my loved ones around me. That would be good enough. Hmmm dreaming big i wanna be a philosopher. I quite interested in like all those abstract-y stuff like time and space, dimensions and all those weird universe-y stuff haha. Yeah I like thinking (Yeah unlike popular belief, i actually think.
Ok now lets define dreams as those things i have when i sleep. I dont have many. Or maybe i cant remember (my memory is damn fail one) I dont really remember having nightmares... Got some erm, i wouldn't consider scary but i'll be like running from ppl (or monster alphabets in one dream) Yeah i know that means im running away from reality or smth but i dont really care haha. Haha but having less and less la. Haha i think this year too tired for dreams le hahaha. Anw had one ytd, but cannot say hahaha. Secret shhhh....

I know it's weird but i like it when you break my heart. I've learnt to love the pain cause its the only way i know how to feel.

JC

Ong Jian Chong
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Dunman High School
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St.John Ambulance Brigade
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