URGH. I am damn depressed right now. Day went quite well. Bio test was ok. Lunch at macs was epic. Good nap when got home. Then later my dad told me we are leaving for tour on the 2nd of December. Win. That clashes with the YVIP camp. Freak. And i was really looking forward to be able to go to this camp. Damn recently i just feel that all the things i want so much i just can't get. Urgh dammit. I mean like wth. First that and now this. Thanks alot. Im in a super bad mood cause of this and my dad HAD to come in and start gling. Totally peaced the shit outta me. I know it is stupid things to get agitated over but it is things that i really want. This totally ruined my motivation of "look forward to the holidays" I am in nood mood to study physics either. damn damn damn damn. I wanna scream but i cant. Keeping all this frustration inside is killing me. I suppose i just gotta shut up and accept my fate. Im never gonna get what i want.

Stop doing that. It hurts.

JC