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Thursday, September 9, 2010, 11:38 PM
9th September 2010


Yeap bucks again :) Starting to fall in love with it.

Ok technically it is now the 10th of September, 8am in the morning but i shall post about yesterday. Anw I find it weird that my msn contact list is flooded with people at like 2am but at 8am in the morning Im the only one online =.= Heh i didnt sleep much last night. Due to *points to above picture* and well other stuff.

Ok anw flashback to yesterday morning.

I woke up it was 7 (IM JUST A KID! :D SIMPLE PLAN FTW) Tried to do some bio. Failed and went back to sleep. (if you realise, my words actually fit the song up to here.) Actually not totally back to sleep yet. I tried to enter into a lucid dream state and i gotta feeling it kinda worked. Serious, no kid. Ok so basically i just followed some of the steps i read online, eg. relax your body, dont move, imagine you are walking down some stairs. At first i was getting a bit of a headache. Maybe cause my brain was going against my body's signal to sleep. But i just ignored and just stone there. Hmm technically there were supposed to be like flashing lights or smth before i enter dream stage but i dont remember myself falling asleep. But i do remember the last part of my dream. I was playing poker or smth. Then i thought to myself, "Am i dreaming?" I opened my eyes to check (ok this part was abit o.o cause technically in the dream my eyes were already opened i think. Yeah i opened my eyes then i woke up. I was freaking amazed by it. Ok lets analyse this. My hypothesis is that that was a Sleep-Induced Lucid Dream (SILD). What I have been trying to achieve by doing all the mumbojumbo above was to achieve a Wake-Induced Lucid Dream (WILD) which basically means my body falls asleep but my mind is still awake. So technically I should have know that it was a dream from the start and not just the last moment. Here is what happened. I have failed in achieving WILD. I most probably just feel asleep normally. But the thing is that, while trying to achieve WILD, I was uncontrollably thinking about lucid dreams. Therefore, that was the last thing i thought of before i slept, perhaps something is dream incubation. So lucid dreaming was still quite fresh in my sub-conscious in my dream mind which lead me to realising that the poker game might be a dream. I suppose WILD are harder to maintain as it is very shocking and your natural reflexes will wake you up (according to inception, when Madeline [is that how you spell it?] found out she was in a dream. her dream collapsed and she woke up) OK omg i realised i ranted for super long about lucid dreaming -.- Back to my day. So after being amazed and all, i decided to go back to sleep. For real this time. Woke up at like 11 weeeeee. Ate cup noodles with 3 hotdogs hahahaha. Hmm then later when t3 to meet with cy and becks. I tried looking for the recces thing in candy empire but i found none :( Hmm met cy, she said becks will be late so we went to yakun first. Got meself a coffee. Then mug lor. Not very effective i would say. Digressed alot, talked about cca and stuff. Haha then becks came and they went to eat. I just followed them. Being the usual calorie mindful bimbotic blonde (huh got t4 meh?) becks shared a bowl of ban mian with cy and was careful to avoid the egg. Crapped alot with them and also fail to mug. SIGH :( Hmm then later went to Yishun lor. Supposed to go eat seoul garden with jiqin ruiqi and wanxin. Because we changed to date to today (yesterday) jiqin cant make it cause he had some church meeting. Then we realised its was public holiday eve so there is no dinner offer, only lunch offer, which was still 4. And i was 3+ already when we got there. Then ruiqi was still on her way and couldnt make it on time. So left me and wanxin -.- Heh we just go eat lor. It was quite weird. I dont even know why i am telling you guys this. Sure tio suan one. And in case you were wondering, no there is nothing between us -.- Yeah anw we ate :D Haha food was quite nice. Missang cannot eat spicy stuff but she still take alot. Then i had to eat everything -.- Yeah eat quite alot la. Considerably full. Hmm then ruiqi came so we left to find her. Walked around for a abit. Kinda shopping. Realised i needed a new pair of jeans (and i saw a couple of nice shirts/jackets) but i decided i should go buy with my mum instead. Cause she will spon and it will also stop her from nagging at me to go buy clothes -.- Haha then we went to popular to look at books. Saw a couple of very interesting one. There is one called 吃豆腐:hankypanky with beancurd. Hahahaha i totally lost it when i saw that one. Then got another one is called "pretty pink recipes for our little cook" Cause it's cursive and my twisted my bent it even more, i saw cook as something else. Yeah you get the idea. Then they were also taking out random picture charts to test my chinese, and i totally embarrassed myself -.- Yeah decided we were feeling sleepy so we went bucks to get some coffee. Got white choc mocca, which was already quite sweet to begin with. I asked for whipped cream to make it sweeter. Then i also spammed choc and Valina condiments, alas, even sweeter. And ruiqi toped it all up by spamming sweetener. Im gonna get diabetes soon -.- Ane we were coffee/sugar highing and was being super random. Ruiqi was spamming burst shots -.- haha ok yeah. TRIED to do chinese. Completed 3 qns -.- Yeah t'was getting late (ok not really but my mum gl) so i went home lor. The other 2 also went home. Heh yup then got home and the hell started. Battlefield within my head. I better not blog about it first. In case it starts a real battle.

I'll wait.

JC

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