maybe im a little insane.
i hope EOYs will never end.
But im still looking forward to the holidays so bad. I suppose its more more i want the holiday to start, not for eoy to end. I suppose it is kinda nice to mug ._. At least it keeps you mind off other things. Feeling down? Just mug and all your troubles will be gone! Or at least that's what i thought. I was kinda down today i suppose. Totally didnt managed to do any revision. That totally didnt help my mood. EOY is like... (ok i seriously have no idea) days away and i still have a shit-load of things that needs to be done. Haiz. Later i shall try ignore my emotions and bury myself in work. There is glee later. Weird thing is that im not excited. And dont ask me why im emoing. I dont know why either. Maybe cause of geog. Maybe cause of my carelessness in maths. Maybe cause im just paranoid. I just cant help but wonder if it one sided. I dont want to be a liability. Heh enough of that. I felt better after running. I suppose its my pain killer now. Endorphins no?

Yeah and before you start counseling me, i'll be fine tomorrow. Or at least i'll pretend to be.

I thought I gotten over it.

JC