I wanted to post on tumblr but it crashed on me again -.- Forget it i'm staying on blogger for the time being.

I shd be doing/done with my LA PW tonight. I have no idea what happened. Suddenly go spammed with stuff. Actually not a lot of stuff but got me thinking of... well stuff. Heh this sucks max. Hw got delayed again. I still got a whole array of maths to do.

I think CTC is stressing me quite a lot. Comp is just like weeks away. It just seems like we are not doing enough. Sucks when all the other teams get 3 trainings while we only get one. Sucks. Heh but i guess we dont really have a choice. But i will give it my all, put in my best. This is the last stretch and im pushing all the way. It's hard but i will try. I don't have to but i will. And if you happen to be an AA member, i really really need your help. Fight this war with me and we will emerge victorious. Cliche as this might sound, i've been thinking through a lot recently. It's not nat champ im working so hard for. It's pride. I just want to be proud of myself, of my team. And although it is hard to admit I still lack it. I want to be able to impress myself.And i don't want the disappointment in comp. It's the last weeks of one of the most defining aspects of sj. I will not be disappointed. The odds are against us and i don't really know what to do but somehow we'll make it. I'll put in all my effort and i hope you guys will too. Let's do this AA!


JC